Conclusion

For many years now I been reading and studying to find my answer for myself to the question of what is the purpose for my life. This lead me from my involvement in religion, to psychology then philosophy east and west involving many social questions and the last I studied was mysticism in its various forms as Gnostic, kabala, hermetic, Christian Saints and not to forget in the mix some quantum physics and its influence on modern thinkers. At times is was confusing not that I encountered many differences between them all, they all think alike but use different languages to express themselves. For example science would not use the term God, or soul, but they talk about energy fields, the unconscious, the sub-conscious, the ego and the false ego, intelligent energies, it can be quiet confusing for a simple fellow like me.

Today it is very clear to me that orthodox religion has no real conception about God, they don’t know with what they are dealing with, but because of their stupid dogmas and corrupt behaviour they play a big part for the seeker of truth where not to look for answers.

Start with God, who is God? To me the first cause, the all in all, God is living energy is conscious, is power, is intellect, God is Love. He is infinite, timeless, always existed and wanted to have companionship. This is the reason for creation, creating other beings in his image, because there was no other image, there was no other full stop. God being energy all his offspring is energy using part of his energy to create other conscious beings, giving them free will, they are not clones they are entities in it self. This act proves God to be unselfish and to be unconditional love. He created the physical Universe by creating laws that brought about transforming energy into the physical Universe we are aware off.

All I see around me is in its real form energy as we know now from quantum physics. So what am I? Basically I am the same energy that God is made of, there is only energy, the same life force that is God is me and God gave some of his for me to exist, without God I would not exist. Now it gets a little complicated, God was not interested in cloning himself; he was not interested to be surrounded by morons either, and would not satisfy his will to have companionship. He wishes to have companions that are able to love like him, but out of their own free will, beings who wanted to grow to the stature he displayed in Christ, to give some idea what he expected of us.

The school we are aware off know to reach that level is the earth, a perfect training ground for us humans to consciously grow to become companions with God. To make sure that this project could not fail ever, the law of evolution was connected to the project and is for good reason outside our control. At the start the newly created human race had to be unconscious of, who they are and then learn trough the process of evolution to become conscious of who I am, the bottom line was to become self-conscious which starts now already in the early years of a new born human. In the distant past of our evolution this point is illustrated with the story of Adam and Eve eating of the tree of knowledge of good and bad, something they were not conscious off before.

Self-consciousness is the base floor, but to able to progress toward conscious son-ship of God we need to grow much further then that.

God never lets us completely to our own devises always giving us a helping hand so we can make steady progress on our journey even though only a few are aware of it most prefer to stay ignorant. From the start he always gave the human race willing and advanced people whom he guided to give us pointers so we could find our own way forward to our eternal goal. These men where our Prophets, Philosophers, Scientists, and Leaders, but to grow we can’t just imitate we have to experience what we call bad or evil. Energy has a positive and negative point otherwise the electrons would not move, we are energy and need the same reference points to move ourselves in an upward spiral. What does that mean? It means we have to experience and learn what is bad to make conscious choices, remember God is not interested in cloning himself, but wants true companions who want to unite with him, be as he is, beings who made that conscious choice.

Here I have to intersperse with another subject that of religion, God is not interested to surround himself with morons as companions he is interested to have beings of his stature, these beings are not grovelling on their knees begging for mercy because they experienced bad, who believe they are sinners asking for absolution instead being aware of their darker side conscious of their thoughts and actions take full responsibility of it and put energy and effort into their growth by learning that only love is truth and is true reality.

For us who live in the west the most outstanding teacher and leader was that carpenter from Galilee by the name we know of as Jesus Christ. Anybody conscious of the question ask from within, who am I can’t find a better teacher on our part of the globe. Here again a warning, religion uses that name all the time, but puts many veils around that figure so he becomes very obscure and the truth-seeker has to get some distance between these guides who are really blind. Further done the track the being that breaks through and above self-consciousness is then aware of his ego, distinguishing it from the true self, but also is conscious of the self connectedness with the ultimate we call God. That connectedness with God makes it plane to us that we are not Islands in a vast see, but interconnected with all that is life and since we are energy we are connected with the whole cosmos, part of the all there is. Here I have to say that there are differing ways people use the word ego, false ego and the self. Under ego I understand that part of me I became through the training I received from parents and society what I suppose to be, how I suppose to act and speak and live within our society, be it ethical, economic, political and religious. For most people that ego of theirs they believe to me the real McCoy they identify with it unaware that this is a sham a pseudo of their self. That is way they can’t see reality and live in a self-imposed prison that is to them a comfortable Hotel-room. As very well illustrated by the ancient Greek philosopher Plato and you is interested can read it in the book named “The Republic “. The moment we see the ego as what it is, the door starts to open to another level of being, and have the choice to keep going making further progress, otherwise we not only live in this world but imagine what we see as real and the only way to live.